Victims of Silence (Fade to Black)

A friend of mine is a friend of yours is how we were introduced
Friendly and kind at first
A little flirtatious, enough to keep it funny
But not an invitation
A Few drinks then a couple more
We were all good to go
Said my thank you's and goodbyes
He offered me a ride
we arrived at my house
he caressed my hand and went for a kiss
I pulled back
Said no I don't like you like this
His eyes began to narrow
He hit me with a fist
Wrapped the seatbelt around my neck
I tried to scream I tried to fight back
But I was being suffocated everything faded to black
I awoke laying on the floor
Battered and bruised and worst of all used
I staggered in the house
Daddy he raped me i cried
He looked at me and was furious
I told you not to go out looking like slut
Wearing clothes that accentuate your butt
You were asking for it
You were drinking and flirting what was he supposed to do?
You bring shame to the family
My only daughter out of four
And she is a fucking whore
You're never to speak of this again
because after all it's your sin
months turn to years
Daddy's shame and judgement persist
My silent tears wash away the woman I was
The thought never goes away
Maybe I am the one to blame
I am the villain
I'm the one who fucked up
It's my fault I was raped
Solutions I can only think of one
Knife in hand
Fueled by a bottle of Jack
Cut until my feelings fade to black