BI-Polar

Erased from the memory of Father Time
Singularly each part lives within my duality
Two opposing halves to make me whole
 
Her razor an instrument of love and care
Her patience fills the void
Her understanding gives me hope
Her affection rehabilitates my soul
 
She unlocks the happiness within
She accepts what I was and who I will become
She herd what I had to say
She is the addiction in my vein 
 
Aahh!! I am the one who's damned
Inconceivable I could undermine
What is and should be mine
Defeated by addiction  
Restrained by rehabilitation  
Someone give me my fucking medication
 
Her specialty is desire
Rescued me when I was in denial
Lost and loathing Her touch was so comforting
Her presence is intoxicating  
 
She makes me feel eternal
She Ignites the ambers of the forgotten
She has an infectious inner shine
 
Aahh!! I am the one who's damned
Inconceivable I could undermine
What is and should be mine
Defeated by addiction  
Restrained by rehabilitation 
Somebody give me my fucking medication 
 
AAAHHHH!!!
Because of Her and She you and me can never be
Separated lost in duality
We live blind of actuality
You and Me are Her and She
The Fuckin Rehabilitation and Addiction inside of me
AAAHHHHH!!!!!